gone with the dream

There will be the dream standing in front of me
And the sun will lose it's shine before it,
In my eyes there is no light; swept away
By the illusion that i've met my destiny
When all i truly did is end the only fantasy;
All that kept me going fades away,
Quickly dissolved in the morning dew i stand,
My inner child cries for the lost charms,
Fulfilling the dream is a perfect crypt for me
And i never cared to see the world around me
And now it's too late to live in it;
Find a place where there is no empty square
Is impossible even for the strongest will
I never had,but the dream made me live through
And now there isn't any piece of it left,
Any escape for my weary mind,
No memory to make me feel joy,
Because they are far from reality;
In the rollercoster of that moment i got lost,
I forgot myself and now i'm empty,
Naked of all ambitions and thoughts,
Living because i have no choice,
With no purpose or sun to look up to.